my Author and Perfecter

& WHO
!! seokhui
lim
16 going 17 on 29.10(muahhaha i can watch nc16!)
yhope central e 2
4e06/3e05
<3 disco ; sc
2c04/1c03
rv shuttlers
rivervalley high
scorpio(supposedly HOT&SEXY!!)
seokhui_lim@hotmail.com

& <33
to EAT
to SLEEP
spending time with people i like

& URGHHS
itchy bug bites
people who lie:X
meanies who scold for no reason
bullies who bully my friends

& WISHING UPON A FALLING STAR
6 for Os
pretty pictures of things & people
to see lots of cute children smiling at me

July 16, 2006

where has all my time gone to? i urgently need to learn time management.
today mummy was very sweet. she woke up early in the morning and mended my bagstrap without me asking cause she saw it rip last night and knew i needed it today. my mum loves me, and i suddenly feel loved, assured and secure. to those out there who hate your parents, they love you, no matter who you are. and though it may seem otherwise at times, you're still their flesh and blood. just like how my mum gets mad at me for no reason sometimes, she loves me all the same. and even though at these times, i may lose heart and start telling myself otherwise, we are still family. and she will be in my life forever, just like how i'm in hers. i love my mummy and my daddy and ting. and i realised i sometimes take their love and how they dote on me for granted. i shall learn to appreciate them more! my life wouldn't be what it is now without them.

the love of a family
is like
the home you can always return to
the comfort you can always find
the joy you can always receive
and the tree you can always be sheltered under

and all this he taught me.

and everyday i realise,
that at this stage i'm still thinking and aching
trying and learning to accept

no matter how many coats of white i may apply,
if i'm black underneath, i'm still black.
and since people only see the white,
no one knows who i truly am

and i long for the day someone can truly see
the real person i am.

itsallbutafacade
but i'm learning
to let the white slowly purify me
so that i can at least be gray.

;seokh
Y7:37:00 pm

Happiness is moving to the beat of a favourite song.
Dancing in the rain.
Sleeping in the moonlight.
Standing by the sea and feeling like part of the vast ocean.
Happiness is learning to whistle.
Tying your shoe
For the very first time.
Happiness is playing the piano
In my own school hall.
And happiness is walking hand in hand with your future.

Happiness is chocolate ice cream mixed with cookies and cream.
Keeping a secret for a best friend.
Looking down from the top of a tree.
Happiness is many different crayons drawing a pretty picture.
Catching a firefly.
Then setting him free.
Happiness is being alone every now and then.
And coming home to a comfy bed.
Happiness is having my sister.
Sharing a sandwich.
Smiling.
Happiness is singing together
Standing by each other,
And happiness is those who laugh and cry with you.

Happiness can be found every morning and evening
Sunrise and sunset.
For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That's loved by you.