August 26, 2006
I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!!!!!!!!
my cause for celebration and happiness, haha! even though its just a mere pass..anyway its been really long since i last blogged, that day something bad happened and i wanted to blog but just couldn't sign in. but anyway i'm over it now so everything's A-OKAY! haha. hmmx well anyway that day i saw aubrey in the toilet and started talking to her.. and well just want to share something with my beloved sharks : guys, buck up and jiayou okay! seniors are not around anymore, but we'll always be here if you guys ever need us!anyway these few days i've been fantasizing, about the days after 'O's. well i think i'm gonna be really happy! haha fun all dat and night! so i have decided to be more committed to my studying so that i won't feel guilty enjoying myself! (: and oh yeah so that probably means i won't be blogging till end of prelims, which is like quite some time away. prelims start on monday! O: fading away, time indeed washes away all wounds and feelings.. 2oct06
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Y3:07:00 pm
August 12, 2006
its been a long time since i updated my blog!! have been super busy the past few days, trying my best to study and everything.
am down with sore throat! ): and o level English oral is on coming Wednesday! hope i get well soon!!
to all my darling sharks, thanks for being a part of my life! agm was unforgettable and wanna say a big thankyou to everyone for making my time in disco an enjoyable one! i love you guys!leading my life without you...
national day hols literally flew past. went for the official unofficial agm on tues after national day celebrations, and sophia looks ULTRA pretty with contacts! anw i saw fungmin& junquan and i realised i still miss them alot! fungmin said something in her blog, which i totally agree with. now that i've left, it'll all become a pretty memory, nothing else i guess. well anyway after that we ate dinner at pastamania, then some of us went to esplanade, and we just stood outside the breakdancing area singing! haha i reached home at like 12plus! then the next day i just slacked around before going out in the afternoon to watch click. click is a terribly touching movie and it sounds dumb but i cried. which is saying something i guess, but anyway its really ultra nice so i'd encourage everyone to watch it! (: thursday i spent at home doing my homework THE WHOLE DAY which is saying something as well because i HATE studying and i absolutely cannot stay in my seat for more than 20 minutes! but anyway i'm proud of myself cus i tried my best and i'd say i did a lot! (:
tired tired tiredness! shall go to bed now!
;seokh
Y8:48:00 pm
August 05, 2006
(: retail therapy works WONDERS! had ultra lots of fun today with flo and jayne and my darling jie sokh! haha i bought GREEN pumps which i totally love! and jayne bought like 5 pairs of earrings. earring freak! haha! neops we took were very nice too except blur me went to doodle "radiance" on the neops and ended up spelling it "radince" instead. what a laugh, my spelling is horrible!
i think i like the atrs because it challenges me to think intellectually. its beats having to memorise stuff i don't really care about, like chem and physics. of course these things are important, but they're just not my cup of tea. so i believe if i make it into jc i will take up arts. i won't want to waste time studying things i'm not very interested in and end up having to spend my whole life pursuing something i don't truly like. even though many people say that there isn't any future taking arts, i believe its the interest that pushes me on. i want to take arts even though i'm not very good at it, because i
enjoy it. its a pleasure, not a chore! (:
still have no motivation to study, wasting my time online slacking!
gosh, i need to start soon. its 23 days to prelims and 11 days to olevel english oral!
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Y10:36:00 pm
August 04, 2006
this has been a very very hectic week! agm yesterday, then went with changlok to jurong point to buy presents, reached home at like 10. then today saw junquan in school and decided to see him home.
talking to changlok made me realise a lot of things, things that i didn't foresee before. so i guess talking to him was quite enlightening. whereas talking to junquan was more of nostalgic cause i haven't sseen him in a very very long time and it really felt like the past again, even though he was being lame and kept letting me win and saying that i looked like minnie mouse, haha. quite funny!
oh well. but he enlightened me as well. realised a lot of things from talking to him and felt quite motivated. then i also talked to anna as well. oh and we discovered a lot of problems, and it was in all quite worrying. oh well, i'm old and retired.
tomorrow is shopping spree/retail therapy day! haha!
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Y11:31:00 pm
August 01, 2006
today was ULTRA fun!! haha played tennis! haha and i'm sunburnt from it! i can't believe i burnt so easily. haha must be my long term contact with sokh, lols. she'll kill me if she sees this! (: but i'm happy cus i had a lot of fun and i haven't felt so relaxed for a very long time! okay i confess i played like ten minutes of tennis in my school uniform! but then i felt guilty so i left in the end..which brings me to this morning's talk. felt really relieved after the talk, i guess becaue i finally saw that the juniors DO have disco in their hearts afterall. i was very afraid that they didn't. i would say that in my term of office my main aim was to let the juniors experience disco spirit, and to let disco live in their hearts. i don't know how successful i've been but i can sure say i've tried! (: to my darling sharks: i love you guys ALOT. cus you guys have re-ignited disco spirit in me. and i want to say a big thank you to all my darling sharks for all the effort you guys have put in, to allow us seniors to light up your candles, and ignite your disco flame. i don't know how many of you feel as strongly for disco as i do. but from a senior to a senior, i think learning skills are not so important afterall. yes indeed one may enter council to develop leadership potential, but is there any other purpose? any other purpose we're in disco? when i re-entered disco, i only had one notion in mind. i wanted to provide a disco experience, a one of a kind, memorable and unforgettable experience for the juniors. i wanted to let the sharks experience what i hold so dearly in my heart. and at the end of the day i wonder if i have succeeded? its an individual experience, and i have learnt more than skills from this experience. i've matured, grown as a person, understood myself more. and i feel that this is what i owe my seniors, this experience i've tried so hard to give you guys. and its your turn. question the existence of disco in your hearts. and think about what you want to do for disco. the seniors are leaving and disco is in your hands. changlok cannot stand alone in lighing up everyone's candles. everyone MUST play a part. this will be my final assignment for you guys. let the juniors experience the DISCO SPIRIT.picture: we're at the beach,standing in one straight line.we're alone, and the rain beats down heavily on our backs.its painful, this rain. the pain pierces us so, chilling our bones and soaking us to the skin.to an ordinary person, this may be too harsh to bear.but we're DISCO we are a com.we stand together, braving the wind and the rain.and we emerge together, as a family.we stand together as one.
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