October 06, 2006
i know myself just too wellits blatantly impossibleand yet i continue tryingi don't know if its because i'm too proud to admit i'll never give upor if i've really fallen in too deeplythen again, does it matter?okay yeah it does.i'm kinda sick of myself i need something to make me happyhappy from withinnot just superficiallyi've had enough of the pretenseeven though it keeps surfacing subconsciouslyundeniably, its become a part of methe parts i show, are those i think can be acceptedthe parts i hide,only i can seeand these parts?hideous.let me share your troublesi'll let you share minethats all i ask for* and i wish upon a falling star-------------------------------------------------dearest changlok, thanks for the report card. it meant a lot to me. (:-----------------------------------
i hope i'll never regret going. but i always do.
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