October 14, 2006
see?!!
this is why sometimes i hate computers. when i write a nice long filling post it refuses to publish itself. when i type nonsense the nonsense comes out. urghh.
i received a birthday present yesterday! a book titled how to lead a happy life for dummies and happiness powder. thank you for the gift. i'll keep everything, always. as for your promise, i'd rather you not keep it, but i can't stop you from keeping it. all i want to say is that i really appreciate all that you've done for me. thanks. (:
last night i was talking to somebody about relationships. and i think i enlightened the person because he now seems to have a very clear idea of what he should do now. so, i'm really happy for him. and, like i've said before, don't ever regret.
i guess i'm not a person who cares a lot. and i forget very easily things and favours i've received. but i realised sometimes, things that are meant to be forgotten should be forgotten. i'm tired of this guessing game. i give up.
my favourite junior has been going through a rather rough patch recently. she's a very bubbly and lively girl and everytime i see her i just want to smile along with her. seeing her so despondent makes me feel very angry at myself for being so helpless. but luckily she has her favourite senior there for her, so i guess i shouldn't worry too much.
waiting no more. i give up as of now. if i'm not sure , why should i hold on? how can i hold on?
remember, i didn't give up on you. you gave up on me first. you were wrong.
;seokh
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